There I stood, coffee in hand, dressed to ride, excited to
go meet my brothers for a poker run honoring a fallen brother from a local
club. My battery had been giving me some trouble of late, but I kept putting
off buying a new one. Money has been tight and besides, as long as it was still
taking a charge and cranking—what the heck, right? I turned on the switch…womp…womp…womp…waaaaaa…click,
click, click. I text my brothers to let them know I was dead in the water. I
missed the run.
I remember a brother I rode with back in the old days that
told me I should buy a battery tender. I never saw the need for one; I always thought
they were for yuppies (laughing). Recently, I read up on how the battery tender
can add a year, or sometimes two, to your battery life. Yes, there is a moral
to this story.
I know many of you that ride, or don`t ride, know the feeling
of disappointment, the feeling of being left behind as brothers or friends ride
off into the wind. I also know that we all have dead batteries at times.
Sometimes in our motorcycles, cars, and trucks—and sometimes our spiritual
batteries go dead.
I grew up I AA meetings; I got sober in 1988. The old saying
in AA was “Self will run riot.” Another one I liked was the acronym “NUTS”
which stood for “Not Using The Steps.” In those days the AA book was my Bible—today,
although I still attend meetings from time to time and cherish the lessons I
learned in those rooms, the Bible is my point of reference.
When I think about running on my own power I see how fast—every
time—that my spiritual battery goes dead. Jesus is a source of unending power,
prayer is my battery tender, and self-will is like leaving my switch on—my battery
will go dead every time.
As I have often stated here on this blog, I don`t speak down
to my readers. I don`t ever want to seem like I`m trying to be some spiritual
giant that speaks from on high. I`m a man who desperately needs Jesus, and I
too fight the daily battles of the flesh. I laugh at myself because my mind
sees the world in cartoons and Seinfeld episodes. God speaks lessons to me in
simple ways—like a dead battery. I hope this story relates to someone. I hope
the Lord uses this story to touch someone in the way it touched me—a fellow
seeker of Christ. WP
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