I recently read an article about Pastor Tom Hughes. Tom Hughes has been riding for more than 50
years. He rides to many of the larger rallies across the nation witnessing for
Christ to other bikers. I saw a story about this during Daytona Bike Week that
was written in the local newspaper (forgive me but I forget which one it was). I
remember feeling guilty about my total lack of desire to do this type of thing.
Many of my brothers in the motorcycle ministry that I now ride with went to
Daytona—I did not want to go, the memories are too fresh for me.
I spent over 14 years on the road for my old club. I missed
family events, my children growing up, and many other things. Most of this was
my personal choice; however, when I became a regional officer in 2008—it became
my duty. I have been to many of the big runs. I was clean and sober but I still
lived like a 1%`er in many ways. I was not in a 1% club, but believe me, many
clubs act as if they wear the 1% Diamond whether they do or not. I respect my
1% brothers. I have many friends who wear the diamond and I respect their
lifestyle. They have their way of life, and I have mine. Many of them know if
they need a prayer, a flat tire fixed, or a place out of the rain…I would give
it in a minute, no matter the colors.
I may never be one to go into the public and witness…I don`t
know, but I know the Lord gave me an ability to write and so I write. One year
ago, my life made a dramatic change:
I was riding through the streets of my local hometown today
thinking about how beautiful the day was as I rode. I thought about how much I
love spring –the crisp air, blooming flowers, and general feeling of “life” and
renewal.
My mind faded back one year. One year ago, at this time, my
life was a wreck. I was in the middle of a horrible political battle in the
club I rode with for 14 years. I was a regional officer and had the ear of the
highest ranking officer in the club. I was trying to get him to see that a
fellow officer was using his political power for personal gain, and that he was
attacking my chapter for no good reason. It all seemed so important. It all
seemed to be so worthy—none of it was.
I had given a great majority of my time, my money, my
family, my self-worth, my loyalty, and at one time or another I almost gave my
life for this cause. On May 19th of 2012, a chapter brother of mine
suggested we go to church the next morning and pray. For some reason…I agreed. On
May 20th of 2012 I was saved and came to the Lord Jesus.
My life went into a spiral of events over the next few
months. I was banished from my club the very next weekend after I was saved.
Members that I loved and trusted for over a decade became my enemies overnight.
I was lost and in pain, I wanted revenge, I wanted justice—I needed Jesus.
Time takes time, and hurt takes time to heal. Jesus can heal
us in a moment’s notice…unless we choose to hang on to the past. I held onto
those hurts for months. My Pastor and others close to me listened, advised, and
prayed. One day, I woke up, and my heart had changed. I no longer cared about
the past and I had even began to pray for my old arch enemy in the club.
It`s funny how God works in our lives isn`t it. About this
time, I received a call from a chapter brother from the old club. He said that
he wanted to speak to me and he wanted peace between the old club and me. I
agreed, and the process of amends and forgiveness took place. Some of the
members accepted my amends—others scoffed—it made no difference to me because I
did what was right, I cleaned my side of the street.
Today, I fly a Christian flag on my back. My top rocker
says, “Jesus is Lord.” I realized today as I rode that there is no getting
around that one. As I ride today or walk in public with that flag—I represent
my Lord and nothing more. It helps keep the “old man” dead. I have never been a
good witness for Christ but I`m trying to learn. I know that if nothing else,
my actions are a witness. If I show genuine love, respect, and concern for
those around me, then I am a disciple of Jesus.
It took me about 8 months to realize that God answered my
prayer that day in May at the Alter. I prayed that morning saying, “God, please
remove anything from my life that stands between you and I.” He did just that,
but in a way of his choosing—not mine. Praise God for his wisdom and mercy.
WP
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